25th of September 2011 -- About yesterday
So I realized I've still got a couple of foreign readers, and I wouldn't trust in Google translator myself, so I thought I should start translating these again.
In yesterday's post (I didn't eat for three days so I could be lovely) I talked about being back to my old tricks. I'm really ready to do anything to be skinny again. I just realized couple of days ago, how huge I am these days.
I read a book called Stalinin lehmät (Stalin's cows) for my Finnish course. It's main character is this bulimarexic girl and I just found the book really.. inspiring. Just because I needed something to make me really wanna lose weight again. I look horrible nowadays. I just need to lose 14 kilograms. I need to.
I am about to start the 'ten day challenge'. I already failed yesterday, so I thought I should start it on Monday, when mom is not home.
18th February 2011 -- Tests
I didn't do that well on the maths test - I think I failed it. And history's test.. I got like seven (on a scale from four to ten) and I am so disappointed. Yea well I'm just going to retake it.
Currently I feel like sleeping. So bored, tired, anxious and shiet. No one at my hometown ( where I currently am) misses me so it's really stupid of me to even come here for the weekends. It's just that my mom wants me to..
My blog has already like ninety readers, thank you guys! ♥ It means a lot to me,
12th February 2011 -- First
Just came to announce, that I won't be around for the weekend or the beginning of the week because of the test week. Will be back whining about my life of Tuesday or maybe Wednesday.
Have a great weekend,
