Yesterday's post in English for you foreign people, here you go!
I don't even have a reason for not posting, for my disappearance.
I don't even know if you missed me, did you even notice my absence?
I'm still thankful to all of you who didn't disappear ♥
many thing's in my life are much better now than a year ago
still my thoughts are one big mess inside my head
I don't know what to do, where to go to, who should I tell my secrets to
I don't know if I should believe myself, the mirror or the scale
I don't know what I should do to make someone want me, miss me, hug me. I'd love to have someone to love and someone who will love me. I think that's too much to ask in this life.
yesterday (11-11-11) I hoped that I'd find some kind of love before my 18th birthday.
woah, thats deep. thank you for reposting it in my language (: and i will love to continue to read and comment on what you post, as long its in english ha. too much trouble? thanks, again!
VastaaPoistaby the way, i have two blogs! one (second wind) is my personal blog. it would be great if you followed me and commented on any (old or new) posts. i would love that very much, because it would be interesting to know what you think. but my other blog (speak--volumes) is a blog that others can post what they write onto it. so i would love it if you messaged me (on here or on PT/PA, if you are a member on either) and write a short story or poem that will encourage others and let them know they are beautiful and never alone. be as creative or as blut as you want to be - be totally real (: again, you dont have to follow either blog or post on that one blog, but i would love it if you did and you are welcome to!
thank you! xxxxx